Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Why be bald?

Just recently I cut 8 inches off my hair.
This is the shortest my hair has ever been...and i really miss my long hair, but I guess i love this new doo.
I've gotten a lot of good feed back and a lot of questions, or rather, the same question asked frequently by everyone.
The usual day now:
*grabs my new short hair*
"HEY! You cut your hair!"
"Yes. Yes I did."
"Why? :D"

WHY? Why did I spontaneously decide to chop all my hair off?
Because I've had the same crazy hair my whole life and I wanted a change?
Because my dad guilt-ed me into it so much so that he eventually changed my mind?
Because I'm crazy?
Because I had long hair when I fell in love and got my heart broken?
Because I had long hair when she abandoned us?
Because I had long hair when my friend almost decided to leave me forever?
Because life just got too damn heavy.
Because  too many sad things relate back to when I had long hair.
Because I over think.
Or maybe I just felt like it.

I'm sure bad things will continue to happen.
I just needed a change.
And I like my hair.
I just wish I knew what to do with it.
I like life.
I just wish I knew what to do with it.

My biggest fear is that guys won't like me because my hair.
I guess that's good.
I wouldn't want a guy who just likes me for my hair.

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