Forget> Lose> Discover

I can be quite forgetful. 
I tend to lose almost everything within 5 minutes.
My wallet.
My phone...
My glasses (on top my head)
Quite Frustrating.

Lately I've come close to losing many precious things; more precious than those stupid materials.
In the past 4 months I have lost and come close to losing many people that I depend on; my support system (my happiness)
I've had to deal with my first break up with my boy friend of two years; my best friend.
I've had to cope with the emotional shock and severe anxiety of almost losing my (calling her my best friend is an understatement) sister to depression (to put lightly).
I've lost all motivation in school.
I've lost all motivation to do art.

BUT.
I have learned from my multiple forgetful moments, that I seem to find so many other amazing things during my conquest. Things I didn't expect to find or knew existed, and yet couldn't image not having.
These situations previously mentioned are obstacles that make everyday extremely hard.
But is during these experiences I uncover the most beautiful, most spectacular people I could not image living without and probably wouldn't have been introduced to if not for these crappy obstacles.

I'm not sure if you're the prayer type...but a few of those would be nice.
And to those who have been faced with difficult trials similar to these..........
There is a bright side....eventually:) just be patient and stay open minded
You  will discover blessings in the darkest places; especially when you least expect them.
Never give up hope.

Weird Girl Problems

Well, this is odd.
I didn't think it'd be possible for my legs to feel like jelly and lead at the same time.
Jelly-Lead Legs are what keep me from doing everything...
...not my short attention span.
*PFff*
Meep

Unknown

"Your affection is infectious, almost poisonous to me"
*shrug*
meep

Brilliant.

Ya see.
I know I have school tomorrow, yet I still stupidly stay up
...with Dexter [Dexter's Laboratory] keeping me company.

Oh, and I did absolutely no homework this whole break.
Too preoccupied procrastinating I suppose.
Meep

Surprise...

Junior Year
Everyone said it was going to be tough.
And all this time I was expecting much more of an academic struggle..
...but got a bundle of emotion crap instead.

I've learned from previous experiences that everything does, indeed, happen for a reason.
I guess I just have to wait and see what happens from here..?
Maybe I'll get a puppy.


Meep

Figuring Things Out...

So, this is what it's like to blog.

Not exactly sure what I'm doing.
Sure I'll get the hang of it.
Not exactly sure what I'm suppose to be getting the hang of.

Meep